I should know how to live alone. But I'm growing almost too attached to everyone's company. Basically, it's almost the same as any relationship issue, ones involving going through life with someone. You can't follow your own footsteps with someone walking along, unless it's done in a harmonious parallel. And that's never quite easy to attain.
So yeah, the past years I may have succumbed to some sort of conformity, a bit of dumbing down, and the likes. I'm still myself yeah, I've grown, but I've limited myself just by merely conforming. I don't mind being normal, but I guess the way I see myself these days is that I look pretty diluted. I don't really know, though.
Meh. I just don't want my dreams to disappear. If I've to want more then so be it.
