On My Way Home

I walked probably around 6 to 7km this afternoon before I got picked up, ‘cause it was too hard to get a ride for a reason I’m not entirely sure of. It was either there was some rally, or because of flood, both of which I never actually saw. It wasn’t bad though since rain or shine, I love walking. Haha!

by MKC at 10:26 PM 0 comments

QOTD

Our lives are not as limited as we think they are; the world is a wonderfully weird place; consensual reality is significantly flawed; no institution can be trusted, but love does work; all things are possible; and we all could be happy and fulfilled if we only had the guts to be truly free and the wisdom to shrink our egos and quit taking ourselves so damn seriously.

Tom Robbins

by MKC at 8:21 PM 0 comments

QOTD

The happiest people are those who think the most interesting thoughts. Those who decide to use leisure as a means of mental development, who love good music, good books, good pictures, good company, good conversation, are the happiest people in the world. And they are not only happy in themselves, they are the cause of happiness in others.

William Phelps

by MKC at 1:13 PM 0 comments

Howhoop

It’s good to be in love
It really does suit you
Just like everything
I’m happy you’re in love
Cause every colour goes where you do Oh, come on, what can I do?
(Why’s it happening?)
How’s it happening without me?
How’s it happening that he feels it without me?
It’s good to be in love… 

You have no idea how scared I am of it happening again. It’s all his(S) fault. Everything is too familiar and strange at the same time. I want to hope it doesn’t happen again. But me keeping my calm and hoping for good things didn’t prove any point the last time.

I’d rather warp to that point in the future where all is well. I guess I am broken by that past experience badly enough that I’ve grown a lot more casual and carefree about things. In short, I’ve turned into a rather unprepared duck. Cos if I weren’t, I’d be bugging his brains out almost too childishly, and that albeit with worries, I’d still be brave enough to try and get to somewhere as soon as I can.

by MKC at 11:52 AM 0 comments

Oh, Time

I really hate that it takes a lot of teenage (or non-teenage) years to pass before we find ourselves and get ourselves straight. Basically, I hate how it takes long to grow. It isn’t about wasted time, but it’s about the delay I can’t afford to get. Or is that just the same thing? I do love the journey and all the bullcrap/fun it takes before we learn though. It’s just, really, time. We have so short a life. And somehow, I have this idea that we all have our own “final, complete” form, free to attain, and I personally want to get there, undelayed and at the right time.

And I know I can’t control or dictate how other people live their lives, but I really wish everyone grew at a uniform, steady pace. So we wouldn’t look at others and think how immature they are, or even feel pitiful that they aren’t on a reasonably self-claimed steadier footing as ours.

by MKC at 10:47 PM 0 comments

You know, complications

It would take people to complicate life. I hate complicating my life. I only try to be with people I'd be willing to complicate my life for.

Word of the Day: complicate (obviously)

by MKC at 1:22 AM 0 comments

POTD 1

"They tried to coexist

But it wasn't easy."

*Phrases of the day are those which stuck to me most during the day

by MKC at 1:14 AM 0 comments

Morning Message

PE class is fun. :)

by MKC at 11:16 PM 0 comments

And Then...

And then I started missing you

Your eyes, your smile, your voice,

Everything we shared,

Our whole experience.

But I won’t do anything about it

‘Til I get a good idea how.

Or if ever you realize you miss me too,

Don’t take too long

Because we just might forget about it all.

by MKC at 11:57 PM 0 comments

Today, the Rain.

I can’t wait to get done with my braces.

It’s raining again. For some reason, I don’t like the rain. It makes me think. Or at least it tries to. Only, I have a hard time doing so because of the distracting sound it makes. And when it rains, it gets horribly cold. Makes me just want to lie in bed, stare at empty spaces, and not do anything.

Anyway, I’m happy I’m back on Tumblr again. This is a pretty good outlet, and a distraction. Although I worry I’m doing too much meaningless stuff. But, what else can I do? I’m really not in the mood for anything else… I’m not gonna put myself under pressure though. There’s a time for everything.

Actually, my mind is being quite preoccupied by something…

by MKC at 1:12 PM 0 comments