Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Updates


I honestly want to nourish my artistic guts but doing so just goes against my current reality. It’s really not practical to do so right now. I don’t have the time and/or money to do everything. That’s basically it.

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Good and Gone



It was the kind of closure I needed. Somehow I needed to be sure of myself I did things right this time. And so I don’t feel devastated. We might not be, but that doesn’t mean there’s certainty with things on that side.

I know how the world goes all too well things just aren’t as surprising anymore. And I will keep doing things my way. I just feel at ease.

QOTD



We all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can’t have it. And because it sounds ungracious, or ungrateful, or disloyal, or childish, or banal. Or because we’re so desperate to pretend that things are OK, really, that confessing to ourselves they’re not looks like a bad move. Go on, say what you want. … Whatever it is, say it to yourself. The truth will set you free. Either that or it’ll get you a punch in the nose. Surviving in whatever life you’re living means lying, and lying corrodes the soul, so take a break from the lies for just one minute.

Nick Hornby