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I honestly want to nourish my artistic guts but doing so just goes against my current reality. It’s really not practical to do so right now. I don’t have the time and/or money to do everything. That’s basically it.

by MKC at 1:02 AM 0 comments

Good and Gone

It was the kind of closure I needed. Somehow I needed to be sure of myself I did things right this time. And so I don’t feel devastated. We might not be, but that doesn’t mean there’s certainty with things on that side.

I know how the world goes all too well things just aren’t as surprising anymore. And I will keep doing things my way. I just feel at ease.

by MKC at 3:29 PM 0 comments

QOTD

We all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can’t have it. And because it sounds ungracious, or ungrateful, or disloyal, or childish, or banal. Or because we’re so desperate to pretend that things are OK, really, that confessing to ourselves they’re not looks like a bad move. Go on, say what you want. … Whatever it is, say it to yourself. The truth will set you free. Either that or it’ll get you a punch in the nose. Surviving in whatever life you’re living means lying, and lying corrodes the soul, so take a break from the lies for just one minute.

Nick Hornby

by MKC at 2:02 PM 0 comments

Things I Don't Need

Today I said goodbye to Facebook. And no, this time I don’t plan on making a new one.

My first milestone would be reaching a week. I know it’s super easy it doesn’t even deserve to be called a ‘milestone’. But let’s see. I’ll miss seeing faces.

And as for the reason, I just felt really uncool and too exposed with Facebook. It sucks that people have to be so unnatural there. And I see too much, and care too much about being in the right place, but FB just makes me under-appreciate what I have right now.

by MKC at 7:18 PM 0 comments

Really?

So, I get home tired from a 5hr trip (from school) I patiently endured, and you start nagging me with how annoyed you are that you waited a few hours for me the other day and how shitty it made your day because of how uncharacteristic it was of you to do that. Holy shit, get off my back.

by MKC at 12:32 AM 0 comments

Major Unf

Nice, self-aware, with a strong mind.

by MKC at 12:28 AM 0 comments

QOTD

It is not easy … to wait. Waiting is what the hunter does, and the poet and the slugger. He waits for the moment of inevitability and fate and then he swings, or shoots, or takes up the pen to put down a line. They don’t teach us to wait in America; they teach us to grab. But waiting is what we do when we are looking for something beautiful, when we are looking for an end to our sorrow. Nothing is infinite in life, not even sorrow. You just have to wait.

Cary Tennis

by MKC at 8:07 AM 0 comments

(via catsthattalk)

by MKC at 4:18 PM 0 comments

Blah

It’s hard not to admire the one who was brave and confident enough to live his passions. Moreover, one who was able to break free from a life that could’ve kept his curiosities to a limited satisfaction.

I just can’t believe how lucky he is that he’s living my dream. He’s where he needs to be as if it’s more important than anything else he left behind.

by MKC at 10:31 AM 0 comments

On My Way Home

I walked probably around 6 to 7km this afternoon before I got picked up, ‘cause it was too hard to get a ride for a reason I’m not entirely sure of. It was either there was some rally, or because of flood, both of which I never actually saw. It wasn’t bad though since rain or shine, I love walking. Haha!

by MKC at 10:26 PM 0 comments